A Moment with Me, Nomanono (12/07/25)

Oh what an intense few days in Penukonda Ashram, India!

On my arrival here, as we were getting out of our bus, and stood on the Ashram soil, I started crying. It was a deep emotional moment that even now I am unable to say what that was about. It was very deep. Someone said it was my soul recognising being home…….

This place has very, very high vibrations, that help each of us to release our limitations, what Sri Kaleshwar called blocks.

While in Shirdi, I experienced being stopped from giving to the beggars money I felt I wanted to give. I was stopped by those who have been here before. That hurt me a lot at the time, because I was giving with all my heart and the old lady being stopped from receiving, the 100 rupees that I was giving to her, by both our team leader and the Tuk-Tuk driver who were sitting at the front.

However, I am very grateful to the Divine intervention that happened in that moment. The Tuk Tuk/ Auto-Rickshaw; couldn’t move straightaway as it was blocked by other vehicles. This allowed the old lady to walk behind it to tap me on my shoulder, away from the eyes of those who objected from my giving. I was was ecstatically happy and grateful that the old lady received the rupees I intended to give her in the first place. And another fellow traveller was also very happy because she had seen both the old lady and myself being hurt.

Immediately the old lady got her money; the vehicles all started moving! Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!

That was a lesson for me to Not be intimidated by anyone in my choice of giving to the beggars; because whatever amount of rupees, would be no use to me when I got home to the UK.

Someone even said I could donate to organisations that take donations instead of giving directly to the beggars! That was soo out of my understanding. I told them that organisations who receive donations are far removed from the immediate needs of the people on the streets, begging, who needed the money immediately.

I had the courage to express my views that I was Not going to let anyone stop me. And that I was one of the beggars in one of my incarnations in India, as a child. I was shown that in a past life regression lesson, thirty years ago. I saw myself as a destitute child of about twelve years of age. Even though I didn’t know what part of India that incarnation was, I had a deep connection and knowing to the beggars of Shirdi.

Here in Penukonda Ashram, I have experienced angers from my fellow travellers, coming up in situations that needed just simple understanding and communications.

For me personally, an energy movement within my body that needs to completely and totally exit every cell of my body, has been restricting my movements and causing excruciating pains around my lower back and rib cages, and I am very, very grateful for this limitation coming out now as it has to leave my body, totally and completely.

I am grateful for the help and guidance I am receiving from my Spirit Guides in this moment, for I am truly being helped to let go, release all that doesn’t serve me, in a very sudden, painful and shocking manner to my whole system.

Thank you Penukonda Ashram for your powerful energies that are helping me to cleanse, clear, purify all that I am. As I write in this moment, I truly do not know what my walking is going to be like when I take a taxi tomorrow morning to Bengaluru Airport. I have been using a broom stick to help support myself walk around here. There was no walking stick to buy. So my broom stick is my walking companion for now.

My intention is that I am walking to the taxi with ease and grace and the broomstick being my witches’ stick of the past! Ha! Free from all the restrictive blocks and limitations that need to completely and totally exit every corner of my body.

Update on my walking. Thanks to the limitations of internet on the North West Apartments building; where I am staying, I did not post my thoughts but waited for the right time to come to the South West Apartments building area, to access WiFi.

This is what I decided:

I told my Spirit Guides that I was going to Baba’s Temple and I was Not going to use the broomstick anymore today, practising my perfectly natural way of walking, as I intend on walking with my head held high into the taxi, tomorrow morning, without any restrictions whatsoever. I asked my Spirit Guides to help me and support me in doing this and gave them permission to help me in whatever way they saw as appropriate.

As I write in this moment, I am pleased to say I walked and I am still walking with ease without the broomstick.

I am truly grateful for everything that is happening in my body in this moment because I am experiencing and being a part of creating the changes that I am choosing with the guidance, intuition from my Higher Self and Spirit Guides. I am grateful for all the blessings I am receiving here.

During Shirdi Sai Baba’s Abishek, I was shown a vision of Royal Blue colour around me and water flowing out of my feet. To me these two visions meant the healing, cleansing and purification that I have been seeking. I am deeply grateful!

There is a lot of compassion, love and support coming my way. A lot of gifts from fellow travellers. A man gifted me with a bath towel yesterday, because I had left mine in my room, not realising that I was going to need it, to sit on. He said he was going to be fine without it. Amazing beautiful gifts. I am so grateful. A lot of Loving Care being shown to me in every step. So much kindness from people. A smile here and there, acknowledgment of my existence as I walk around. From the helpful Ashram staff and fellow students of the Ashram. There’s palpable kindness, joy and gratitude I feel.

I love you all. My journey of total and complete purification of my Soul begins as I head home tomorrow morning. And I would like to know what that is going to look like; and yet, I know that I will know when I know, as I journey through in each and every moment.

I am a very grateful

Nomanono, as I pack my bags ready to be home tomorrow. It’s an experience I would like to repeat again.

Big Hugs and Love To You.

Nomanono